I grabbed the blue handle and tucked the blades into the red, re-usable grocery bag.
“I’m going to go try” I told Dylan as I put on my sandals.
“Ok, good luck” he shouted up from the basement.
I’d spent the last hour psyching myself up for the task. I was going to do something I’d been thinking about for the five years we’ve lived here.
At the corner of a busy intersection where you can turn into our neighborhood sit three large lilac bushes. Each year they bloom and the blossoms sit and open their fragrance to the cars driving by. Without attention, the plants flicker and fade.
Technically, the bushes sit on public property tucked behind cement sidewalk and rest along a worn wooden fence to the west.
Fewer cars are driving by these days and I wanted to give the blossoms a home. My home.
Technically, it’s stealing right? Cutting blooms off of a plant not my own?
Hence the apprehension and covert attempt at covering my scissors in a silly grocery bag. I don’t like breaking rules, getting yelled at, or being conspicuous.
I slammed the door behind me and breathed in purpose. I walked the winding streets and approached the intersection. The only car near me was driven by a teenage boy clearly not paying attention to the woman dressed in unassuming athletic shorts and Saturday gray t-shirt.
I once again grabbed the blue handles, opened the blade, and snipped, snipped, snipped. I wasn’t greedy and took only three bundles of blooms, tucking them into the bottom of my bag.
I sighed and walked back home. No one said a thing.
Opening the cupboard, I found jam jars, and mason jars, and a wine glass and filled the vessels with cool water. I pulled off the green leaves and snipped branches again to make mini bouquets of flowers knowing their essence will only last so long.
I placed the jars in all the rooms of my house.
And the fragrance of lilac slept next to my pillow, reminding me of the good and simple beauty on my nightstand while I breathed in dreams.
The little blooms are fading today, trying to hold on to their strength when they were removed from their source to live out their own purpose.
The sight of light purple, the smell of spring, small rebellions and gratitude for public plants doing their thing. All beautiful things.