If a tree falls in the woods, and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
I’ve been wondering the same of joy lately. If we take a moment to see the good, and no one is here to nod along, does the bubble burst unnoticed?
So much of this year has been spent in isolation. From behind our screens and windows, from six feet away, many sit longing. Others deny and bravely threaten others with careless acts in the name of freedom.
Can we cultivate joy if we are the only ones to recognize the burbles?
A life-long fan of Winnie the Pooh, I nodded at this quippy meme after clicking send in a private message to another who would surely nod too.
Then I caught myself, gnawing at the chords of dark humor binding my wrists into inaction. I am SO sick of all of this. Of living in a world where humans hurt and politicians lie and I fight with friends on Instagram, triggered by words of others I don’t even know. Shame crept up in the spaces where our values divide us. Maybe it’s always been this way?
I sink my teeth into the quickly tightening reeds of disbelief. I have to keep cutting through the growing thickets to create my own light.
The days are growing shorter, streaming orange beams of afternoon sun onto my kitchen floor.
Sourdough starter still bubbles up, even when recipes are misread and overnight rises become day time activities.
Grey strips grow into place as hair cuts beckon.
Chocolate bars crunch as almonds splinter.
Memories woosh through cyberspace and land with a buzz onto a cell phone screen.
A friend sent me a picture of my senior photo, snapped from a yearbook in halls where she works and I no longer walk.
A girl fills the left of a frame at eighteen with dark, shoulder length hair parted right down the middle. Big eyes surrounded with too much eyeliner, looked up as she fingered the small cross around her neck. In cursive font, was my chosen senior quote.
“When you stand in the present moment, you are timeless.”
I’ve outgrown Abercrombie long-sleeves, and knowing it all and yet, I haven’t outgrown my aching for transcendence.
I’m here – in this pandemic moment – knowing so many are struggling. I’m sick of politics, and fight my addiction to the ticking death toll on the New York Times website.
Does good beget good and light spark more light?
Trees are falling. Beauty is burbling. Do they make a sound? Which one is louder and why?
You can answer. What does beauty sound like to you? I’m here. I’m listening.
If you believe in the pursuit of beautiful things, have ever come back from a set back in life, or hold firmly to the belief that we can all be kind to one another, invest in this on-going project.
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